Happy Holidays to anyone watching...

Woo hoo its finally done!! Finished the wrap for my mother now to add buttons and weave in ends...:)

Those moments when you just want to tell a certain person to F*CK off already.

so what a way to get woke up in the morning off of my pain medication and Xanax for stress( remember this for later on) Blaze comes in hops on my chest and gets me semi awake to feed her and not even one foot into the kitchen an that my oh so Pain in the fucking ass Mother(Bitch) is jumping all over my fucking shit because the garbage didn't get taken out last night. Well Excuse the Fuck outta me its Not easy peasey to fucking lug over 100 lbs of SHIT on two legs that are constantly IN PAIN even ON medication! dumb ass bitch thinks its so fucking easy for me and uses her damned age  screaming at me then starts in with the degrading bullshit to try to make me feel even worse and ALL this shit does is PISS ME THE FUCK OFF. to say my mood atm is all miss happy sunshine is so far from the truth. 
   She apperantly feels its perfectly ALRIGHT to make my life a more living hell then  deserve because as she gets older she is more and more confined to home and limited. WELL BITCH GET USED TO IT!!!!!!. she thinks its fine to treat me like utter trash and then a simple I'm sorry makes it all right. IT doesn't not by a fucking long shot. Wait til stupid cunt needs something she really wants. she can hold her fucking breath. let her call her useless using Selfish dumb ass of a son.And people wonder WHY i am on Xanax 3 times a fucking day.. so I can fucking COPE living under the same roof with this stupid ungrateful BITCH.

Okay morning rant over and now  am just really Piss ass atm so please bare with me if i get bitchy.

Ugh Not going to be a good night tonight..

OKay so this is for the people that don't either get exactly what I mean about the legs not working  and the ones that think that all this is a "little" problem.. I DON"T normally post pictures like this but maybe people will get the idea finally that this isn't something so "simple" or such a "small issue" and I am not making up exagerated shit..


Okay so yeah..  Trying living with your legs like this 24/7/365, and BTW this is only  HALf way swollen so far.. its been much worse on a really Off day. this is only half gone because i slept alot today..

And this one was from 2 days ago, before i got on my compression machine to force the legs to unswell enough so i could get my compression stockings on for the day.. and BTW picture your legs like this and add chronic excrutiating dibilitating pain thats constantly like someone stabbing you and bashing your legs with a hammer at the same time 24/7/365.. this is why i needed the pain meds..

the right leg is slightly better then the left becasue that one had had 10 Vnus closures compared to the 9 on the left.

OMG we got a Surprise today! Well Etain did LOL..

Okay so today was a very uneventful day aside from  a Dr visit and then a vet stop to get Etain his Cosequine for the month.  So fine we have our dinner and we are checking twitter and  then WHAM! we get a new follower and its the One and ONlY GRUMPY CAT!! LOL okay so your thinking so what right? well for me and for Etain thats like a biggy huge honor that the grumpy Saw us on twitter at all :) Other then that  All I ahve been doing is knitting on Yule gifts and making some Kitteh blankets for local shelter and setting aside  scraps for some Catnip fishies for a Kitthe shelter in Norwalk ( Will post thier info soon on here) And jsut trying to get the swelling back down in my left leg again.. its bad.. right leg not so bad but the left lge is bad as i was on the compression machine twice today and it did a hell of a job reducing the swelling but as soon as I got off it the swelling came back grrr... hate that.


We Love you Grumpy CAT!!!!

awake..yet again..Ugh

4 a.m. and yet another aggrivating coughing fit woke me up because BP is going friggin wackie again..goddess i hate this shit sometimes..:(  Plus colder then a witches tit right now..UGH!! Might as well get back on the compression machine for another round since I'm unfortunately awake atm. Oh yeah  I got the Video up and running for Rob Dykes' Future Starring apperance. Mind you this is just something I made for him and Aprilthelee but I think it came out pretty damned decent. Check it out peeps if your reading this..its at the bottom of the page so Scroll on down...that way--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->...and if your to lazy to scroll.. here's the link to my YouTube Channel. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCG3Sd8nku0V7d07Z8LInb9g